I've been on DA for a while now, Yet I never did one of these journal entry things.
Anyways, Let me tell you all a little about myself if you're interested.
I smoke more than I should
It calms me down though, I have some anger issues
I used to drink, I've been sober for over a year
It killed me, litterally, I was legally dead for 12 minutes
Crazy huh?
I'm a typical teen with my own problems and drama
I hate drama and i usually just let everyone deal with their own shit by themselves
I have a girlfriend, She's wonderful =]
I love her so much tehe =]
Ummm...Idk shit pisses me off pretty easily, specially when it comes to her
Like, I love her, I love pretty much everything about her, But every guy she knows tries to get with her even though they know she has a boyfriend
And she always tells me not to worry about shit, but she always says things like "Oh, I ain't hanging with him/her no more he/she is an asshole I can't stand them." Yet a week later she's back hanging out with whoever she says she hates
And it bugs me, Alot
I mean, pretty much every guy she hangs out with flirts with her, touches her, or even fucking asks her out.
And by touching i mean like grabbin her waist and such nothing like, serious, but she always flips out on em and shit
I just can't stand all of this shit sometimes
And I try imagining if I was with any of the otehr girls I know, And I just know I wouldn't be as happy with anyone else
Yeah, you might say i could "Do better" or something because me nd her fight alot and she seems "sneaky" as someone once told me, but honestly, when we don't fight we have a fantastic relationship, and we don't fight much, and when we do five minutes later we make up
Yeah...thats all ima say bout my love life


Ya know, I feel like I'm more mature than most people I know, I don't mean that in like an egotistical asshole sense I just mean, everyone is so Goddamn childish all the time
No one makes time for what really matters
I personally spend most of my time doing things for my family e.g helping my pregnant sister move, bringing my niece dinner at work, doing shit around the house for my parents, idk pretty much anything
I care about my family so much, yet most of the time they treat me like I'm retarded, they never really listen to me or anything
But when we all get together for something, They always come over to me and ask me to do things for them, and I don't mind at all cuz I miss hanging with my sisters and niece
Idk I'm pretty pissed right now and I'm just rambling
So, I'm gunna go have a cig and go for a walk
If you actually read this
Idk why you did haha
But thank you =]